Look Around At The Vintage Worlds

We all live in a world which we share with others; however, we each seem to see that world in completely different ways. Yet that makes each of us greatly unique from one another and that pulls us all together into the world in which we all live.

I am a "sassy redhead" as my roommate would say. Sarcasm is my second language and I wouldn't trade it for the world. My friends are my family and they come before a lot of things in my life. I learn lessons all of the time and have learned that living day by day, moment by moment, is one of the best ways to enjoy life. College was the best experience of my life and traveling will be the next. What means the most to me is my Siberian Husky and meeting new people. Sharing experiences with people you have just met is amazing. You learn to view life through a completely different set of eyes. And being outside, whether it is alone or with others...there is nothing better than fresh air in your lungs and a beautiful landscape in front of me.

People ask me a lot what some of the most important things are in my life. I could say a ton of activities, objects, people...but the truth is: meeting new people, sharing new experiences, traveling, getting to know new cultures, and sharing memories with ones closest to me...they all mean the most. And though it may have taken me 21 years to learn this...I finally have and that is what makes it that much more special. That much more...me.

That moment when you aren’t sure if your nerves are because you really want something to happen or because you really do not want them to happen and you are scared that they may…

The pup I want!

I want to fall in love with someone who will make me smile. That I can wake up to every morning and fall asleep to every night. Someone that wants to be around me and introduce me to everyone. I want someone to want to be around me a lot but are still okay when we need our own adventures.
I think I am ready to finally want someone that can be around for a decent length of time…maybe forever, but forever is a long time…but for now a decent time seems good.

I want to wake up with you every morning and enjoy every moment I can have with you.
I want to be able to enjoy everything and just have a good time with you.
And I want to just make our friendship last for a lifetime.

(via Beelog)

I have learned that talking, actually telling someone what you are thinking, can lead to really amazing conversations or really crappy conversations. But no matter what the outcome is of these conversations, they always lead to an answer. And these answers, though they may not have been answers to the questions you spoke, will answer the thoughts that you have hidden and not wanted to ask out loud.
I have learned that conversations can be amazing and calming and helpful. I have learned that conversations will help you realize where you are in a situation or what you want out of the situation. I have learned that though I do not like talking about all of the thoughts in my mind, I need to have these conversations. And I am learning to love them.

Ha Yes!

I tried to give up a long time ago.
I tried to let go even earlier.
I tried to withdraw myself every day.
And I tried to tell myself that we were just friends every moment.

So far…I have failed at every single one of those tries.
And yet, I keep trying not allowing myself to believe that I may truly like you.
The worst part? You walk in and out of my life like it is just another moment of another day…
When you walk into my life, it is a new amazing memory, an amazing moment that could never be created again. The next one always over-powering the first.

And that is when I realized that I may like you…but to you, all I am is a friend that is there when you need one. I guess I am successful at failing to try and let you go because every time we are together…

That smile brightens up my day.
That laugh lightens up the whole room.
Your touch makes me melt.
And just you, in general, make me realize that life is amazing and that every day is better than the next.
So I am not holding on because I like what we have, I am holding on because I think you are just afraid to see it.

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This, for me, is paradise.

Just think about it…:D

Oh drunken calls.

I love those

12 am or 2 am drunken text messages saying that I should get out of my nice, comfortable, warm bed…put on some real clothes and go out into the very dark, very cold evening. haha. :D

But what is even better…they wake you up once to say hi, then they wake you up again at 7:30 to say I am sorry. It is like how are you facing life right now? I would totally still be passed out!

Man I love my guy friends :D

I love when we cuddle and share a pillow. It is the best feeling in the world to have you that close to me.

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So True

I couldn’t have said it any better…

But at the same time…

It is a love hate relationship with love. You have to have it…it makes you stronger, more willing, and opens you up.